
لا إله إلا الله محمد رسول الله

My hair is behaving, so far today.
Have a good day everyone :)
you want a Dyson mama, you got it.
the only person I’d spend a load on and not feel bad at all for doing so ♥
..just registered for the final exam in order to be certified as teacher with my friend Ayesha.
July 14, 2012.
woooo..
..saaa.

After searching for so friggin long, a long sleeve denim button up. The pic does not do it justice.

Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you how long my hair used to be.
Excuse me while I sob.
This past week had started off on a very frustrating note (frustrating to the point of wanting to sob) but quickly changed in a matter of a day, alhamdulillah, patience and dua when put together are powerful.
All I know is God is on my side with all the events that are taking place.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
I’ve had to learn this lesson the hard way, more than once.
I must be content with what I have, I need to be thankful, because god knows I have it much better than many other fellow human beings on this earth. I complain too much, I really do.
I’m trying to be content with my situation and with what I’ve been given and blessed with, all gifts, from Allah.
this does not mean that I should not strive for better, to be better, to make my situation better, but to be able to do that with patience, with grace, with elegance, with eloquence, steadily and surely, to have the endurance and drive and perseverance to do so, I must be, or at least try to be content, with who I am right now and my situation. however, always strive to better yourself, you situation, your life, in every dimension of your existence, but you can still be content and seek happiness while doing so. nothing makes me happier than being closer to my creator.
alhamdulillah
So much to do, so much coming up, so much to pay for, so much to study for, prepare for, be patient for, so much to look forward to.
Insha’Allah khair, stressed and feeling like a load is about to be placed on my shoulders but trusting that it will bear good things/changes.

This is the same author of “Don’t Be Sad”, so I’m sure this will be just as good, and the company threw in some bookmarks with duas/ayahs on them as well. :)
My brother gets good grades, he’s smart. He’s responsible. He got into University of Michigan. He’s going to be a doctor.
Then there’s me, a pathetic mess, indecisive, not sure what the hell I want to do with my life, getting bad grades, being unorganized, and irresponsible.
No wonder my parents love him. No wonder.
I feel the exact same and im the oldest in my family…
You guys are too hard on yourselves. We all need to hit rock bottom before really having things succeed for us. Remember if you are not making changes or putting in effort you won’t see yourselves grow, do it for you first before anyone else. And if people can’t appreciate it then ignore the negativity. Others will appreciate you.
A friend and I were talking the other day & I was telling him how some people just make the way you feel about a situation worse.
If someone trusts you enough to open up about something that you have not dealt with, they obviously trust that you will at least attempt to say something that will help them. There have been times where I would vent to someone about a particular issue and the response I would get back is “oh, alhamdulillah I don’t have to deal with that” or “haha, alhamdulillah (insert opposite of the issue here)”
..Thank you, for not only pouring a bit more salt on the wounds (whether it was intentionally or unintentionally) but for also reminding me of why I should keep a lot to myself and let God listen.
I have to be married by 23. Why?
- Married by 23
- Have a year of amazing… err.. dinners.
- Preggers by 24.
- Have a cute baby by 25, I want to be a young mum.
I’m 21, two more years ljfkdskl;jgksaj. WHERE THE FELLAS AT.
since making this post 5 months ago, I just thought I’d let you know how much progress I’ve made:
z e r o.
-sigh- my dear, I had the same exact plans at the age of 21. Only I didn’t want to have kids by 25, I wanted to leave that for later on after accomplishing what I want to with my education and getting to know whomever I marry on a more personal level (basically to see if we can both stand each other when living together first, then move on to having kids). Anyways long story short, my progress now at 24 is: ZERO, and I learned the hard way, you can plan and plan and plan and plan, and THINK that your plans are going your way but I learned (the very hard way) that you plan, but God is the best of planners. Focus on what you could and what is in your control somewhat (ex: school, your eeman, your relationships with your family/friends) and let go of the rest and leave it to God. Insha’Allah it will all fall into place :)